Here it is. Another oppertunity, another"fork in the road". I could go on with crappy sayings forever and it won't change where i'm at. Another last chance.
Yesterday I got out of spending 6 days in jail. It was like hell in every manner, including the heat. Three men stuck in a cell for 36 hours at a time, I was lucky enough to have the bed that was literally the floor. Not by some bullshit prison code just last one assigned to cell 4026. I lost 13 pounds in 6 days, most from sweat, and now here I am. Another last chance. I mean come on, how many have you had? While staring at the ceiling while reething in agony from my chronic back pain, half delerious from heat exaustion and pain, I came to the realization that I deserved punishment, but that justice is far from blind, and she's became one nasty bitch over the years. Nothing made sense, unhardened criminal with hardened. Murderers and rapist with petty theft and DUI's. I know that all are wrong, any moron does, but why was I occupying a cell while a rapist got out early for good behavior. Does his new good behavior somehow trump the life he destroyed?? I don't know, but I know for sure that whatever you may think of the justice system, which I have the utmost respect for how it was founded and our founding fathers, they would be pissed with what we have become. Tomorrow I meet with a Probation Officer, and I am sure she is Excellant at her job, but what is her job? Is she going to stop someones freewill, their ability to make choices. I guess I'll find out tomorrow.........
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